Random thoughts, ideas and observations from a man who has survived from the 1950's to the present and sometimes marvels that he has survived reasonably intact.
Someone once asked me this question "What was the coolest military unit of all time?"
And his question got me thinking.... Okay, I am prejudiced - extremely prejudiced.
The 407th Radio Research Detachment, U. S. Army Security Agency (1968–1972).
We provided signal and communications intelligence to the 1st Brigade, 5th Infantry Division (Mechanized) and were home based out of Quang Tri, Vietnam with small detachments of various fire bases along the North Vietnamese-South Vietnamese border. One in particular, Firebase A-4, was within 2 kilometers of North Vietnam.
Imagine an Army unit of approximately 50 enlisted men and 4 officers who all had “genius” level IQ’s - even the mechanics who maintained our vehicles. (The military at that time gave new soldiers a series of tests called the ASVAB, one of which [the GT] was pretty much an IQ test with a maximum possible score of 160 points - and 10 of the 50 who were enlisted men in the unit with me [1970–1971] had scored 160 on that test!). Survivors of the unit became college professors, published authors, lawyers, one eventually became a top plastic surgeon and one (me) became a jazz singer.
To paraphrase an old line from President Kennedy, it was one of the greatest assemblies of brain power in one place since President Thomas Jefferson dined alone.
Though it was not in the normal order of things, members of the unit saw more than their share of direct combat and firefights, but more importantly we, through our efforts collecting, analyzing and reporting intelligence, were responsible for a lot of American soldiers returning to the U.S. alive at their end of their tours.
How young we were then...
Not so young anymore - but we can still kick ass if needed.
I was 9 years old and was in New York City with my mother as my chaperone in rehearsal for “Sail Away” where I played one of the annoying kids on the cruise ship Carolonia who were giving ship’s activities director, Mimi Paragon (Elaine Stritch) a hard time in “The Little One’s ABC’s”. I had a night off and we managed to get tickets for “The Miracle Worker” with Patty Duke and Anne Bancroft which was at the Playhouse Theater. I remember sitting there, mesmerized watching Patty on stage. We met briefly after the performance at the stage door, a 9 year old actor and a 13 year old actress.
1990 –
My cousin, Russell “Rusty” Hamer, former child star of “Make Room For Daddy” committed suicide and Paul Petersen, himself a child TV star from “The Donna Reed Show”, started A Minor Consideration to try and reach out and help former child performers who were having issues dealing with adulthood. I connected with the group and through it re-connected with Anna (Patty’s real name). She told me about seeing me in “Sail Away” after we opened and about seeing me in “Oliver!” in 1963, having a crush on Davy Jones, who was playing The Artful Dodger (Davy, as almost everyone knows, went on to be one of TV’s The Monkees). I was finishing up my 27 year Army career and she had married Michael Pearce who had been an Army sergeant when they met. We kept in touch with letters and e-mails and would occasionally cross paths. She was always very kind, nice, and had quite a sense of humor.
When my fiancee died in an accident in January of 2015, Anna was one of the first to reach out to me and help me get through that emotionally devastating time.
The last time I heard from her directly was in February 2016 and, even though she was not well, almost everything in her e-mail was “how are you doing?” and concern about me.
That’s the Anna I will always remember, giving freely of herself and asking little in return.
Anna "Patty Duke" Pearce, my friend 1946-2016. R.I.P.
A response to the question: "Can you have left wing ideas but still have Christian views and beliefs?"
The fact that I am a follower of the teachings of Jesus and have been for over 50 years is WHY I have "left wing ideas".
The fact that I am a Christian is WHY I have worked for, and continue to work for, civil rights and human rights for every person, male or female, White or Black or Hispanic or Asian or Native American - even those who were not lucky enough to be born in one of the 50 United States.
I was raised in what is known as the "Social Gospel" - the Christian faith practiced as a call not just to personal conversion but to social reform. We Christians do our best to apply Jesus' teachings from the Four Gospels to social problems such as poverty, slums, poor nutrition and education, alcoholism, crime, and war.
We Christians do not follow the religion of Americhristianity that many follow but claim it to be Christianity - as a friend, Christian minister John Pavlovitz, describes it,
Americhristianity is a Frankensteined faith made of rabid nationalism, political posturing, and fearful self-preservation. Our Jesus; (the one from the Gospels that we Christians follow) really doesn’t fit into Americhristianity. He’s too soft, too tolerant, too vulnerable. He’s not brash enough, his foreign policy not tough enough. Americhristianity retains only the smallest sliver of Christ; conveniently just enough to get people saved or send them to Hell. Outside of that, Americhristianity is purely Stars and Stripes and American Dreams, all wrapped around a cross. Americhristians are perfectly content to demand revenge when they get hurt, perfectly content to live fat and happy surrounded by poverty, and perfectly content to pick fights whenever they are confronted - confident that Jesus approves of all of it. Americhristians are not sinister in this, just oblivious. They have been led to believe that Americhristianity is the real Christianity - and that the Christianity of those of us who try to follow Jesus' teachings is heresy, un-Godly, apostate, liberalism and vaguely Socialism- maybe even Communism.
Originally published January 23, 2016 in response to a Question -
"What's the best thing you've done while drunk?"
September 1970 Fire Support Base Fuller, Dong Ha Mountain, Quang Tri Province, South Vietnam -
I was one of 12 American soldiers on a fire base on top of a mountain in South Vietnam. With us were approximately 600 South Vietnamese soldiers. One of their officers, a Captain Nguyen, had gotten an undergraduate degree at Stanford in California and spoke almost perfect American English. We got to be pretty friendly.
For almost 3 weeks I had received no mail or any word from my parents or my fiancee. During a time when I was off-shift and really depressed, I opened a brand new bottle of Jack Daniels whiskey and proceeded to drink. About the time I had drunk approximately 2/3 of the bottle, the North Vietnamese started hitting us with mortars and rockets. The last thing I consciously remember was seeing Captain Nguyen get hit.
(Everything afterwards, in italics, was described to me later, after I sobered up).
I put down the bottle of Jack Daniels, walked across the compound to Captain Nguyen, picked him up, walked back across the compound to our bunker, administered first aid and called a Medivac helicopter. When the helicopter arrives, I picked up Captain Nguyen, carried him out to the helicopter, put him on the helicopter and then stood there, waving "good-bye" as it took off. The I went back to the bunker to finish the bottle. During this whole time, mortar and rocket rounds were landing all around me but for some unknown reason, I didn't get a scratch.
Without my knowledge, the other Americans and the other South Vietnamese officers sent detailed reports of what I did to their respective higher headquarters.
When I returned to our main base in Quang Tri several weeks later, there was a reception party of South Vietnamese officers waiting for me and I was presented with the South Vietnamese Cross of Gallantry Medal.
Several weeks after that I was presented with my first Bronze Star Medal.
Captain Nguyen survived his wounds but was killed several months later in a firefight between his men and a North Vietnamese Army unit.
By the way, it turned out that the reason I had not gotten any mail for the 3 weeks was that all the letters had accidentally been sent to the wrong unit. When everything got straightened out, I got about 20 letters all at one time.
I have often maintained that, if I had been sober and less depressed, I probably wouldn't have done what I did.
I was opening at Palumbo’s nightclub in my hometown of Philadelphia, PA for a comedian named Jack E. Leonard. Being much too young to be working legally in nightclubs (I was 15 years old), I was working with fake ID under the stage name “Dick Hamer”. Two shows a night – at 8:00 PM I would come out , do approximately 20 minutes of songs, introduce Jack E. and then go sit at a table in the kitchen and do my high school home work. I went on again at 10:00 PM, did my 20 minutes, introduced Jack E. and then left by the backdoor and took the subway home. Dad was going to school at night to finally get his college degree and my brother was in college as well, so my paychecks were an important piece of the family budget. It didn’t matter much to me – for I loved performing and dreamed of the day when I would move up from opening act to headliner.
It was an Saturday night, the last night of the engagement, when I noticed at the back of the room during the second show a face that I had seen often on TV. It was probably the most famous nose of the day – Jimmy Durante.
I don’t know if it was his presence or what, but I gave one of my best shows that night. Since I didn’t have school the next day, I stayed through Jack E’s show and when it was over, with the blind courage of youth, I walked up to Jimmy and introduced myself. He shook my hand and, before releasing it, he asked, “What are you doing next week?” I told him I didn’t have anything planned and he said, “Well, I’m opening here Monday night for the week. Are you available?” I was speechless – and when he told me how much I would get paid (almost twice what I had been getting), I could barely stammer out, “Yes”.
My last class on Monday ended at 2:30 and I raced home, changed into my working clothes (I was probably the only kid in my neighborhood to own his own tuxedo), grabbed my music and headed to Palumbo’s for rehearsal. Jimmy put a special bit for me in his act, so in addition to my 20 minutes, I would stay on stage after I introduced him and we would do a duet on Cole Porter’s “Friendship”. He would then give me a big hug and I would head to the kitchen to do my homework. At the late show, after our song, he would give me that big hug and whisper in my ear, “Go home, it’s late and you’ve got school tomorrow”.
The week ended, with great audiences every night. After the last show, Jimmy told me, “How would you like to work with me the next time I’m in town, Dick?” Of course, I said “Yes”. And for the next two years, whenever Jimmy worked at any of the clubs in Philadelphia, or at the Latin Casino across the river in New Jersey or at Steel Pier in Atlantic City, I opened for him. The paychecks got bigger and I went from 20 minutes to 30 minutes. Between shows we would sit and talk. He would critique my act, giving praise where he thought I deserved it and constructive criticism as well. And every night, after we sang our duet, there would be that big hug and some whispered encouragement in my ear. And even though I had abandoned the stage name of “Dick Hamer” and was using my real name, Jimmy always called me “Dick”. I really hated that nickname but Jimmy was special and I never corrected him.
In the spring of 1969, knowing that I might get drafted any day, I decided to get some choice in what Army job I would do, so I enlisted. I was to report on April 4 for basic training. On April 2, Jimmy called me on the phone to see if I would be available to open for him at The Frontier Casino in Las Vegas in May and, for the first time, I had to say “No” to Jimmy. He understood and asked how long I had enlisted for. I told him 4 years and he said, “Well, Dick, how’s about opening for me then? We’ll make a date for summer of 1973 – Vegas.” Naturally I said, “Yes”.
That Christmas while at the Defense Language Institute in Monterrey, CA I got a beautiful card from Jimmy and his wife Margie and another in 1970 while I was in Vietnam. I finished my tour in Vietnam in May of 1971, got married and left for Germany and there were cards on my birthday and at Christmas. Christmas of 1971 there was another card and tucked inside, as in the previous Christmas cards, was a note “Don’t forget – you and me in Vegas in ’73. Love, Jimmy”.
Jimmy had a stroke that next year, 1972, which confined him to a wheelchair and we never did get that chance to play Vegas together. We kept in touch with letters and cards and I re-enlisted in the Army, eventually serving for 27 years. Jimmy passed away on January 29, 1980. I sometimes wonder how different my life might have turned out to be if he hadn’t had that stroke, I hadn’t stayed in the Army and we had played Las Vegas together that year.
He was a one-of-a-kind man and we will never see his like again. I found this YouTube clip from a TV special he did in 1972 – it’s probably one of the last things he did before his stroke.
Be awful nice to 'em goin' up, because you're gonna meet 'em all comin' down.
- James Francis Durante 1893 -1980
Good night, Jimmy old friend - and good night, Mrs. Calabash, where ever you are...
New York City, New York 1967 - I was hanging on by my fingernails, living in New York City’s Greenwich Village, auditioning for plays and musicals and singing in small clubs at night to pay the rent as well as sending money home to my parents back in Philadelphia when I saw an ad in Backstage, the paper which in those days was sort of a low rent version of Variety. It was an announcement of open auditions (what is known in the industry as a “cattle call”) for a new musical called “Henry, Sweet Henry”. The music was being written by Bob Merrill, who had also written the musical for the latest flop I had been in – a musical version of “Breakfast At Tiffany’s” starring Mary Tyler Moore and Richard Chamberlain and which closed after 4 previews, never officially opening. Not everything Bob Merrill had done was a flop or failure – he had written several successful musicals including “Carnival” and also collaborated with Jule Styne on “Funny Girl”.
The day of the “cattle call” dawned and I went to the theater - to find a line of auditioning actors 5 city blocks long. At the theater end of the line, I handed a note to the young assistant and asked him to give it to Mr. Merrill, and then walked the 5 city blocks to the end of the line. The note simply said that I was in the line and hoped to get a chance to work with him again. After being in line just a few minutes, the young guy I had given the note to ran up, told me to come with him and headed back to the theater. I walked past the 5 city block long line of actors, getting more than a few evil looks. Going inside, I was led right to the stage and a voice from the dark said, “Rich, how are you? What have you been doing since ‘Tiffany’s’?” It was Bob. I briefly described my club work and he said, “First rehearsal is Tuesday. You’re in the chorus” – and that was my audition. (I always felt I got the job as a kindness since I had been a survivor of “Breakfast At Tiffany’s”. Bob was notoriously loyal to people who had worked for or with him in the past.)
First rehearsal is what is known as a “table read”. The entire cast sits around a large group of tables and reads through the script aloud. The songwriter plays the songs he or she has written and you get introduced to all the other people. Being that the world of performing arts is a small one, almost everyone in the room knew everyone else, either personally, casually, or by reputation.
First dance rehearsal was, for me, a disaster. I was born with (figuratively) three left feet and the choreographer, Michael Bennett (who would become famous later for “A Chorus Line”), was doing his first show as a choreographer. He demanded I be fired after seeing me “dance”. Bob Merrill, bless him, insisted he needed my singing voice so the result was that every big production number I was in, I was as close as possible to the back wall of the stage so the audience couldn’t see my feet.
We opened on October 3, 1967 and closed 80 performances later on New Year’s Eve, so I guess that qualifies it as a “flop”. A few good things came of it: I got to renew my working acquaintance with Alice Playten who had been with me in “Oliver!” in 1963 and who won the Tony Award for Best Supporting Actress for her role in “Henry Sweet Henry”; I had a brief but intense relationship with another chorus member, Pia Zadora; Louise Lasser who had a small role in the show was married to Woody Allen at the time and I got to meet him and another chorus member, Priscilla Lopez, helped tip me off to a musical the following year “Her First Roman” which turned out to be my last show on Broadway.
The worst things about “Henry Sweet Henry”: I was the only straight guy in the chorus (that I am aware of), and many of my fellow male chorus members died in the AIDS epidemic of the 1980's and Bob Merrill, who had suffered from depression much of his life, committed suicide in 1998.
West Germany 1973 – An American Army Captain was literally snatched off the street in a section of Munich, Germany by armed men, thrown into a car and was driven away. My team (See - Six Random Guys Thrown Together For A Job) was called in to join numerous other agents and law enforcement personnel to investigate and to find and rescue the officer. Digging into the circumstances of the abduction, it was determined that it was a case of mistaken identity. He was a Finance Officer on his way to visit another Army officer for dinner and was grabbed just outside the officer’s apartment. His host was part of an anti-aircraft missile unit with access to classified information about various missiles being used in West Germany and was the likely target. However, they were both close to the same age, were the same height, weight, build and hair color and each of them would have matched the same written description. There were probably 100 or more people investigating the abduction, questioning confidential informants, running down leads and rumors, etc. A picture evolved that indicated the abductors were Bulgarian agents who were new to the Munich area and, in the normally heavy-handed Bulgarian way, thought they could pry classified anti-aircraft missile information out of this missile officer. In the process, they got the wrong man, who could tell them little or nothing about missiles, but probably a lot about the mysteries of U. S. Army finance. An anonymous tip was received that they were holding the American officer in a house in the suburbs of Munich and we were assigned to check it out. After keeping the house under surveillance for some time, it was clear that something odd was going on there, and we got permission (and the assistance of a number of West German policemen with a search warrant) to go in. The house was surrounded, Dieter and a policeman broke down the door and we entered. Shots were fired and, in the ensuing melee, I got hit in the left thigh with the bullet going completely through the fleshy part of my leg. The American Army officer was rescued, a little the worse for wear, two Bulgarians were killed at the scene and three others arrested. Kurt, who had shot and killed the Bulgarian who had shot me, gave me first aid until the ambulance arrived and I was taken to the hospital. I was released the next day. About a week later, we got a visit at our office from the Deputy Commander, U. S. Armed Forces Europe and one of the Assistant Directors of the Bundeskriminalamt (BKA). We were all given awards and citations for the rescue, including, in my case, my first Meritorious Service Medal. I remember the American General saying that I should be getting a Purple Heart Medal but since I had been shot in Germany and not in Vietnam, they couldn’t authorize one. The actual public written citation for the Medal was written in such a way that was so ambiguous you really couldn’t figure out why I got the Medal – typical behavior for when you were in the Cloak-And-Dagger world of Intelligence and Counter-Intelligence. As typical of that time, very little real information got into the media (I believe the German media reported the whole thing as German police arresting bank robbers or something similar). After over 40 years, I don’t think I’ll get in trouble for talking about it now – even though some of it might still be classified information.
